Of Porn & Marriage

July 22, 2014 — Leave a comment

Bride and groom on beachrear viewA previous post, “An open letter to girlfriends whose boyfriends ‘struggle’ with porn” got quite the responses publicly and privately (Read HERE. The comments are well worth your time as well). The majority of responses I received privately were from wives requesting I speak toward pornography in marriage.

Admittedly, porn is not just an issue for men. The percentage of women who battle with porn is significant and increasing. But that’s a post for another day. Context for now is girlfriends and wives seeking counsel, relief, and hope about their boyfriends, fiancés, and husbands.

I wrote an article titled, “Of Porn & Marriage” for a little magazine back in the Spring of 2008. I’ve since forgotten the name of the magazine. But I googled for the article to see if it might pop up. Boom! Interestingly, a website picked it up and posted it in 2012. My bio information on the site is outdated, but the content still resonates, I think.

The only part of the article I would state differently six years later is the “Pray for Power” section. My tune has definitely changed in thinking that prayer for victory over sexual sin should be one’s focus, especially a daily focus. That’s not healthy. One’s focus should be on Christ (Hebrews 12:1-4), our freedom from sin’s slavery (Romans 6), and on”things above not on earthly things” (Colossians 3:1-3). Can I blame it on being six years younger and dumber?

Finally, as I stated above, the article is directed toward married men with encouragement to their wives. But whether the battle with porn is the man’s or woman’s—single or married—I trust you can adjust and apply the content as needed.

Read “Of Porn & Marriage” HERE.

After reading the article, what else would you add?

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refinersfire1aThere was a little figurine on a pedestal in a shop. A spotlight shined upon it. It was a glorious figurine. It was the centerpiece of the shop. People would come by all day and marvel at its beauty.

One night a lonely young boy going through great hardship was the last to leave the shop. He paused on the way out to wonder at the figurine. The boy began to cry. The figurine came to life! It said, “What’s wrong my young friend?” The boy replied: “I’d give anything to be like you. I’m a mess-up. I feel broken. I can’t take it anymore. I wish I could be just like you.”

The figurine shook his head and said, “You don’t understand. If up to me, I would be like everything else in this shop. Or, I’d still be a lump of metal in a pile of rubble. You see, my maker found me. He chose me from all the other metal and rubble. He said, “Hello, little one. I love you. You’re mine.”

I was so thrilled! Until… he put me in a furnace!   It hurt so badly! I cried out, “What are you doing? I thought you loved me! This hurts! Stop it!” He whispered, “Shhhhh, little one. Trust Me. I’m not done with you yet.”

Then He started hammering on me this way and that! I said, “I can’t take it! Please stop. How could you love me?! This hurts!” He said, “Trust Me. I’m not done with you yet.”

Then, he put me in the furnace, again! I could see through the flames and the window on the furnace door all the other rubble and metals. They did not have a care in the world. And here I am… IN THE FIRE? I shouted through the flames, “How could you? I thought you were going to take care of me? What kind of maker are you? You are cruel! This is unbearable.” He spoke to me again: “I know you doubt me right now, little one. You doubt my heart for you. Trust me. I’m not done with you yet.”

Out of the fire, and into more hammering, more grinding, more scouring, more bending. I nearly hated him for it. And as I looked at him speechless now, too far gone for words, He smiled at me, but it was a pained smile; a smile with tears running down his face. He whispered: “I know it hurts. But I promise you it is going to be worth it. I’m not done with you yet.”

And then one day… it was over. It was dark. Suddenly, the lights blazed on. And all the lights were fixed on… me.  My maker gazed at me in awe. Then he laughed out. Tears filled his eyes, but this time tears of joy. Then he danced. He clapped. He clapped as he danced. He stood still again and just marveled at me. It was then I saw my reflection in His eyes. I could not believe it. That was… me? Now, I understood.

He saw his reflection in my eyes. He laughed out. He said, “Little one, did I not promise you it was going to be worth it?” And he placed me on this pedestal in the center of his shop for all to see.

So don’t wonder at me. My maker is the wonder. He is the marvel. My maker loved me so much that he did whatever it took to bring me to this place of glory and joy.

My young friend, your Maker is doing the same with you. What you are going through is going to be worth it. So trust Him…

He’s not done with you yet.

 

 

*  I heard a version of this parable back in the 90′s in a college chapel by a speaker whose name I have since forgotten. His version involved a “tea cup.”  I took the parable and reworked it to share in my sermon “Fire” in the “Going through the motions series” at Grace Community Church. You can listen to the sermon, HERE

** Malachi 3:3; Romans 8:28-29

Personal Letter

I received a long email from a precious twenty-something young woman pouring her broken heart out about her Christian boyfriend’s struggle with pornography. I responded to her email at length. But alas, it returned to me undeliverable. So, I decided to make it an open letter (with modifications, of course) to all the girlfriends just like her….

 


__________,

 

Thank you for sharing your heart. I grieve for you. By your very words I can tell you are weary, drained, discouraged, afraid, and torn.  I’ll cut right to the chase….  Bear with me, as I speak not only as your pastor, but like a big brother to my little sister. Or, being that I’m 42 and you’re [twenty-something] I guess I could speak to you like a father. Geesh! NO! Let’s keep it big brother and little sister!

It is disturbing to me that he has met with men and continues to meet with men weekly about the pornography, very open about his struggle even with them and you, yet there is no lasting repentance.  Where is the real “accountability” in that? Very disturbing and troubling.  This is what I’ve seen in so many Christian men for so long regarding the sin of pornography–the mantra of “I’m [still] struggling”…as if that makes it okay. And it does not. It is not genuine repentance.

_________, you already know in your heart what you must do. In fact, you could be an enabler for him, sadly. In other words, he’s told you his sin (as well as other men including [a family member]) with no real consequences. And he continues to struggle in his sin with no real repentance. And he gets you not only in a relationship but also physically when together.  His sin is not costing him anything. Why would he be serious about repenting from it?

Here’s the thing, ________. I speak confidently with over a decade of ministry experience with this kind of thing with men and marriages (and a lifetime as a male with male friends). Not only will his porn addiction not stop, it will intensify in your marriage. That’s a guarantee. And it will not end with porn. It will grow into other extreme forms of sexual sin. Bank on it. You think you are in pain now? You can’t fathom what’s coming. And what about when you have children? Now you have to worry about them being exposed and generational sin being passed on if he is not genuinely repentant.

Repentance is proven by time… not tries. Make sense?  In my personal understanding of Scripture, pornography is adultery, and yes, even a warrant for divorce. However, why even consider that potential for your future marriage? Listen to yourself, ________. That’s not even natural. You are not married to him. You are not responsible for him. He is not your ministry. You are not his messiah. There is no call upon you to “stick it out” with his porn problem. You are not his wife. So get a grip on your thinking here.

All my heart wants you to be spared from the pain that is coming. Trust me, _________, I am not being melodramatic. I am spending much time on this email because I’ve seen this scenario played out SO many times over decades. My sincere hope, and goal is to bring truth to where you are emotionally cloudy, if not deceived. Sadly, this young man will eventually lose his ministry if real repentance does not happen. I’m not talking about him being perfect.  No-one is perfect. We all stumble at times. But repentance means those stumblings are the exceptions, and not the norm labled—”I’m struggling.”

My sister, you are not his messiah. Accountability is overrated too. His heart must be shattered before God. His heart needs to break because he is breaking the heart of God. But that must be a work of God.  You just need to make sure that you are not in the way of that work. Don’t get in the way of the Messiah thinking you’re his messiah. Until his heart is broken, repentance will elude him. He needs to be broken before God long before he is broken before you.

__________, you know what you should do. I don’t have to tell you. But sadly, my heart is burdened for you. I have given this counsel many, many, many times to young women in your situation. And almost every time, if not every single time, my counsel was ultimately dismissed. Emotions ruled. I pray you might be the exception.

Praying for you, my sister in Christ….

Jarrod

Is there anything you would add?

* Updated July 19, 2014, 4:50pm:  We tracked down the correct email address for the young lady to whom the personal form of this letter was written and delivered it.

JJDayFood

My daily intake

Coming off the fourth of July damage, I figured this might be timely.  If you were like me, you took in extra, a lot of extra, sugary, fatty, starchy, meaty goodness over the holiday and weekend.

Time for a fresh start!

If you have not read my About page regarding why fitness is important to me, check it out HERE. Throw in these posts (HERE) for extra measure, and you’ll get the full picture.

I am forty-two years old, a husband, father of of four (ranging from four years old to ten years old), and lead pastor of a growing church presently consisting of four campuses, seven services, and many ministries.  In other words, I’m busy. But I’m fit and healthy. In fact, even though I was a college basketball player, I am more healthy physically, mentally, and spiritually now, than then. How? Eating well (this is 80% of the issue); exercise; and sleep (sleep is tough for me actually but that’s for another post). I’ll share more later. For now, my eating habits….

The picture above is how I eat and drink nearly seven days a week. The teaspoon of white goodness is not sugar. It’s Xylitol (sugar alcohol found in some fruits and veggies, not processed sugar). It’s wonderful for your teeth and easy on your body. Still, I use it sparingly and only with my green tea. I drink coffee in the mornings (black—no sugar, no creamer), and green tea in the afternoons. I drink tons of water throughout the day too (yes, many potty-breaks).

I begin every morning with an Isalean protein drink mixed with half-a banana, natural organic pure peanut butter, and powdered greens. (For more information on the special protein drink, greens, cleanse (that I’ll mention soon), and what protocal best fits you, check out my wife Christie’s site, HERE).  The rest of the day, I eat what you see in the picture above (except I have five eggs). Unless I have a lunch appointment, I don’t eat lunch. I just snack and sip on what you see above all day. It’s delicious and I’m never hungry. I throw in a pack of tuna if I’m egged out.

I allow my self two “cheat” meals a week (typically Friday nights and Sunday afternoons/nights). One cheat meal is best. But I’ve reached a point that I can afford two. On those cheat meals, I indulge in my favorite poisonssoda, ice cream, wings, pizza, burgers, cookies, and such. Now in my forties, I lay off soda more than ever, but I’ll down a soda or two here and there with pizza and burgers.

The day following my cheat meal(s), I do a fast and cleanse until noon or three in the afternoon. For example, Saturday morning I drank a botanical/herbal cleanse every three hours while drinking tons of water to flush out my system. To break the fast, I had the protein shake with greens, followed by a chicken and veggie dish Christie prepared for dinner (and preached two services with more energy than ever). I do the same fast protocol on Mondays. If no chicken and hot veggies, I go for the boiled eggs and raw greens. In a bind, I go to organic natural peanut butter and an apple. (Hint: The ingredients in your peanut butter should only say this: “Peanuts,” or “Peanuts, salt” and the like.)

Stay away from diets. They are no good. And they are discouraging. It’s about lifestyle. I want to live a lifestyle that allows me to enjoy life with my wife, play hard with my sons especially when they are teenagers, and preach five or more services till kingdom come. As the Apostle Paul wrote, I want to be a tool useful to the Master (2 Tim 2:21). I’m a sharper tool when healthy and fit. And so are you…

Helpful? Where do you struggle?  What do you do to be healthy and fit? Do share! I truly geek out over this stuff.

Lookin’ out for you….

providence 1I’ve lost count over the years of how many asks and emails I’ve received about where I fully land in the debate of “Predestination (Calvinism) vs. Free-Will (Arminianism).” (If you want a grasp of the arguments of both camps, go HERE.)

This past weekend I was forced to deal with the debate fairly head-on due to the launch of a teaching-series through the book of Malachi entitled, “Going through the Motions.”  The second verse of Malachi reveals God declaring, ““I have loved Jacob, Esau I have hated” (Malachi 1:2-3). There’s no running away from that!

If you’re interested in hearing the sermon where I share my personal feelings regarding the blood-bath that comes from the “Predestination vs. Free-will” debate, as well as the “love/hate” issue in Malachi, but especially the breathtaking love of God for His people, please check out the sermon podcast. Just go HERE (Itunes) or HERE (Grace Community Church site) and listen to “Heartless” (6/29/14).

For what it’s worth, I thought I would take this opportunity to come out of the closet about where I fully land regarding my position in the debate. Below is a link to a 25-page position paper I wrote for a seminary study on the Providence of God taught by Dr. Bruce Ware in the Spring of 2000. In fact, when I have been asked or emailed about my full position in this debate over the years, I’ve answered by sending this paper (Meaning, if you are really that interested in knowing, you will have to work for it! :-) ).

I carefully re-read the paper recently and my position has not changed one iota in nearly 15 years. So if you’re interested, here you go. And more than answering curiosity on where I fall on this issue, perhaps this paper will serve to answer other questions you have on the topic also (see “Table of Contents” below). Or even better, perhaps it will serve to expand your vision of the greatness and glory of God in Christ. 

Grab some coffee (lots of coffee), your Bible, a pen and journal, and dig in.

The Providence of God by Jarrod Jones
Table of Contents
Providence and Natural Law:  Page 1
Providence and Human Freedom/Moral Responsiblity: Page 3
Providence and Conversion: Page 7
Providence and Election: Page 9
Providence and Evangelism/Missions: Page 16
Providence and Prayer:  Page 21

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